Can't Stand It

...I'm really worried about Johnny..
...I'm scared, I'm so worried..
I hope he's ok.. and just with my luck,
my phone is freaking out so I can't really talk to him and get ahold of him.. and it's killing me.. I don't know how he does it..  but he manages to make my whole world just a little bit better.. when I talk to him, I don't have to be afraid.. I don't have to keep my mouth shut on certain things.. I can tell him anything and everything.. and I love him soo much.. it's stupid.. I'm 14 and feel so...invincible..  I would do anything for him.. anything... I want him to be here with me.. :[[  I never though in a million years that I could feel so hurt from not having someone.. I thought I loved Kevin, Will, all them.. but.. nothing compares to this.. nothing at all....

Theres only one word for this.
Grrr...