Nothing New..

Aight, well.. life has been interesting lately.. tons and tons of drama.. :[
everyone is going hard core emo.. /cry. its sad.. But you know.. thats UT for you >.<

I tried to get Will to talk to me about stuff that's been going on lately but.. he got all.. embarrassed and stuff and didn't want to tell me :[ I hate that.. guys need to get over themselves ;] love him anyway.
It snowed again today :] I love walking outside and its all white and pretty xD It's worth living here because of that and mostly that only :P I mean there are other things... BUUUTTT..
AH! Alesana is coming in Ferbuary... Idk if I can go though.. cause my parents.. well they treat me like a teenager *wink wink*
Speaking of which.. my mom told me I couldn't talk to Ash yesterday.. cause I'm grounded, but.. it was weird I started crying.. I didn't realize how much of an impact Ashley had on me till I couldn't have her anymore... I hate it.. every second of it.. I need her more than anyone and anything.. it sucks ass.. :/ But ya know.. that's life I guess...
I was soo close to leaving the other day.. just packing a bag and leaving.. I'm so bloody sick of all the.. shit.. I come home to yelling and literally screaming, I can't talk to my mom anymore because my dad has her convinced that it's so much more important to be intune with the "spirit" than talking to me.. not kidding.. but what am I doing.. I'm just complaining..
I'm super sad about this weekend though.. cause everyone is getting a bunch of shit that I can't have.. sniffle.. cause I'm on house patrol.. but ya know what.. I don't know but I'll throw a party... heh or something ;]
Anyway, keyboarding is calling my name... but you have to listen really really really closely to hear it.. >.<>


Maybe it's not my weekend,
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching all the minuets pass
As I go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy
I don't want to waste another minute here..