I hate guys.. kind of... Most of them...
But... This weekend.. Will and I got in a.. thing, at a Valentine's Dance... and he freaked out and left out of depression and it made me feel guilty and I tried to talk to him.. but he's a guy...
And now he's pulling the "jealousy" move by dating... someone he's been hating on for.. months now.. but maybe that was just an act.. and supposedly they've already had sex.. so he's well over me!
...I'm not going to lie.. I am kind of jealous.. But I'm mostly over him... it's just.. I trusted him.. ya know?
It's like.. he used me.. but I could see he cared.. I know it.. I think that's what hurts most.. I don't want to hate on Will if he really does like Shanty... but.. I can see it.. I can see straight through his eyes and see that I hurt him... this is him.. he wants me to see what I'm missing.. But.. oh how wrong he is..
But, I do like another guy...Robert... and he's been there for me through all this shit.. but I don't know.. It wouldnt make my parents that happy.... I don't know if I should do anything.. but.. I gotta go.. I'll explain more later..
-Sage
If you wanna call it heartache,
Why don't you take back those things, I miss her
If you want the pain to go away,
Better suck up your pride and admit you lost her
Let her go, move on, let her go, move on (move on!)
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