Men..
But.. Alesana is coming to Salt Lake in.. next week.. yea next Friday actually.. I'm going to try to go but I don't know if I can.. Might just try to hang out with Michaela...
I really want my madre and dadda to meet her too.. I think they'll like her.. but just in case.. that way if they feel like they can trust her.. I can go and maybe get to hang out :]
...Sigh.. I really hope I get to go down to Tex-ass sometime soon and get to Ashley.. I haven't talked to her.. in awhile.. and it's killing me.. I hate not getting to talk to her.. I need her... I was crying almost all day Sunday because I miss her so much... :[ It's just.. not fair.. I don't know what to do.. I really want to be able to get my phone... earn it some way or something, but I don't even care if I don't get to not talk to anyone else.. I really only care about talking to Ash... >.<
On the Sunday thing, a good friend of mine, Sadie Jane, just got back from rehab... for addiction to heroin, cigarettes, and x and attemptimg suicide.. I had no idea any of that was going on.. I always thought about her and how she was gone all the time.. but I never heard why.. and she told me a bunch of stuff.. but.. I'm very proud of her.. :] She's been sober for awhile now... She's a good kid :] she's someone I can go to talk about stuff... when all I do is prepare myself for the sting of a bullet.. she told me some really good advice.. She's been through too much for only a newly 15 year old.. it really made me sad to hear she was getting into things.. so.. scary :[ She also has scars on herself from.. really sad things.. her wrists are.. terrible.. and she's made it through it all :] She's my heroine :] She gave me hope when she saw me crying over Ash at church.. she's not my best friend, not even close.. but.. she understands.. which.. lately.. has been harer and harder to find in people...
Sosaia and I have gotten alot closer :] we move to the "red belt" all the time, and hugs are our favorite thing :D He's my big brother :] I wubber him ;]
Well... he and a bunch of other people think I look like I've been happier since Will and I have.. yea.. but.. I don't know.. kinda weird... anyway.. too much drama.... We need to be happy.. everyone go listen to Freaxx by Brokencyde :D One of my all time favorite bands.. I love it.. it's my theme song when I walk through the door.. and I am now beastly at jerking ;] AND Pretty Rave Girl... enough said.. :]
Hey baby, are you alone tonight?
How can we make it?
Hey baby, looks like you were wrong.
It's never too late, too late.
Ayy' kid! Ha..I just realized you followed my blog, sorry it took so long. I was happy to see that though. I really, really miss you. It's may be kind of weird but I felt really close to you before all that stuff happened. We've had some good times. (: Homecoming last year which we didn't really watch the game we just talked about anything and everything for the last half of the game.. and all the times we had in good 'ole Sugar Pines. Bahaha.. So, no.. I didn't just look at your comment and say "Oh, it's Sage." Because that's just ridiculous. You should come back to Texas in the near future.. If not I think I might die a little on the inside. :P I kid, I kid.. But seriously.
ReplyDelete"What do you miss most about Texas?"
"DEFINITELY NOT KAYLEE MCDOWELL!"
Lmaoooo.
If you don't remember that, I'm going to feel like a ra-tard.
So, please remember.
x)